My pangs of separation

I haven't even her portrait in my smartphone~~

After her departure, i totally became
alone~~

Among others' love, i was proud of my best mash××

But after one year's love, my proud converted into ash××

She hasn't called me after her pa's job's transfer has occurred to other state√√

I've been weeping in her memories; perhaps, it was done due to my bad fate√√

To call her, i tried many times••

My life has become sour like limes••

I also tried to contact with her by her facebook account^^

At me, many pains & anguish have started to surmount^^

She already deactivated her Facebook°°

I always remind her naughty attractive look°°

Now i realize my mistake, it was to love her too much++

My heart travelled very far, i should have clutch++

My heart's pang will be cured only by its giver who was my beloved::

She knocked my heart's door but when i opened, she already moved::

After her first knock, i've been awaiting & awaiting her arrival#

If she doesn't come,many questions will be arised on my survival#

Please God !you can give me million pains but take pangs of separation*

I tried  very hard to resolve it but        I failed to fix this worst situation*